“Beautiful, I get so nervous when I think about how close we are and how I get to spend the rest of my life with you. I really, and honestly do. I hope you understand that you make me feel like the happiest man in the world. Soon realizing this comes to a thought. Marriage is not for me. Im not having cold feet and this isn’t saying that I don’t want to marry you. On the contrary, this is about me realizing that this marriage (To me) is about you. Making the instant best friend that I made at A-school which then shortly after becoming much more than that and never looking back on it. I can honestly say that you make me the happiest a man can ever be, has been, or even will be. I love everything about you. Thats why I hope I can do the same for you, as you have to me. Looking back at our first real fight, how filled with anger, rage, whatever violent emotion I had was put out there. What did you do? You were still there for me, you talked to me and in the end I was in your arms. Looking at the crook of your neck through your soft hair, I wondered why? Why is she doing this? She could just leave me, be in anger, maybe never talk to me again. You held me in your arms, and you loved me. I could never ask more than that because really, thats all I want.
I want to spend the rest of my life fully devoted to you, supporting you through it all, loving you every second we spend together. There is no way that I can fully accomplish what you have made me feel, but I can sure as hell give it my best.
Bernadette, Mentor, Friend, Best friend, Girlfriend, Love, Fiancé, wife, love of my life, My everything.
I cannot express enough, I cannot do enough to fully show you how much you really mean to me. I apologize for this. But if you’d let me, I do my best to make sure I show you everyday even a glimpse of it.
This is nothing that I tried writing to make it look impressive. Just to try to let you know how much I love you"